There are many things in my life that I think about, and I want to write them down every time, but I can’t have time to face writing, and I feel frustrated.
When I had time, I only remembered the feelings of the past and wrote a lot.
Many feelings sprout for the first time when you’re losing a family. The emotions that remained especially in the impression were that loneliness and sadness were considerable as many memories were gone.
It is sad and painful to lose a family at any age, even if we lose them after saying that they wouldn’t live long, were old, or lived enough in the world.
There are various connections that you sometimes find in your daily life.
When I realized that hard time is connected to the now, there was an indescribable impression that there was no such thing as waste as tears.
It’s more complicated than I think to live in the present, even if I can live in the past and the future.
Sadness always finds happiness before us and makes us alone.
If you can find happiness first, that would be a happy life, wouldn’t it?
I have a new day every day, but sometimes I still take yesterday’s heavy feelings over to a recent morning.
But I realized children are different.
Spending time with them during my sadness or loss, I feel fresh every day and new.
My imagination is wonderfully rich. Although as an adult, it loosens my head, which has entirely hardened, unlike kids, who think and smiles happily with their eyes shining with even just a simple thing.
I hope we will never get a drag sad or hardships. Well, that’s unlikely. So, hopefully, we are all good at switching feelings in times needed.
21.01.18 11.16 pm
